My obsession for shoes over the past years have become UNBEARABLE for my bank account, especially over Nikes. Damn you Free Runs for looking hella cute! Really, it’s an OBSESSION. But I’ve been wanting these Jordans (All listed below) for the longest time and never got them. They were even on my wishlist last year! Hella sad face. =’( One package, or a retro pair wouldn’t hurt me… 0:) Hehe

http://www.pickyourshoes.com/item.asp?itemname=2110

http://www.pickyourshoes.com/item.asp?itemname=6257

http://www.pickyourshoes.com/item.asp?itemname=21373

http://www.pickyourshoes.com/item.asp?itemname=12968

http://www.pickyourshoes.com/item.asp?itemname=14476

http://www.pickyourshoes.com/item.asp?itemname=6254

http://www.pickyourshoes.com/item.asp?itemname=2139

Release date- January 21, 2012

http://www.pickyourshoes.com/item.asp?itemname=25244

http://www.pickyourshoes.com/item.asp?itemname=27439

I need a second pair cuz these are my freaking favorite!! Freakin’ love these shoes! <3

http://www.finishline.com/store/product/nike-free-run-womens-running-shoe/_/A-60777?productId=prod670925

http://www.finishline.com/store/product/nike-free-run-2-shield-womens-running-shoes/_/A-60656?productId=prod681700

http://www.finishline.com/store/product/nike-free-run-2-mens-running-shoes/_/A-63827?productId=prod674113

http://www.finishline.com/store/product/nike-free-run-2-mens-running-shoes/_/A-63858?productId=prod681415

Boots like these, cuz I have this obsession for boots.

http://www.stevemadden.com/Item.aspx?id=42992&np=595

Non-shoes, haha :) -

Hoping to get a bike Spring 2012. Just a small, beginner one, I don’t need a 600.. YET. But it’s one of my goals to get a bike sometime soon. <3

- A new bag; I wouldn’t mind some Louis V or Gucci.

- Perfume; Miss Dior Cherie.

- Recent OBSESSION for scarves.

- A leather jacket; BEBE, Express, or AX has the cutest!

- Pea coat; Banana Republic or Express.

- A FREAKING WATCH! 

- SEPHORA Gift Card- MUST HAVE! I’ve been spending a crapload of money there lately.. I just want everything!

- TARGET Gift Card- MUST HAVE! Why? You can’t ever go wrong with Target, no joke.

- Lowering springs, though it’s not a necessity because my car is comfortable at stock height and I drive wayyyy too much in it, but a lowered look wouldn’t hurt. ;)

- A maid, cuz this house is never clean… 0=)

But in all honesty, close friends and my tight-knit family, along with peace and happiness is all I need. I have way more than I can ever ask for, and I am SUPER blessed for my life. Everyday, I thank the Lord for everything that’s given to me and for giving me the strength to work for what I have. Really. I can’t even begin to tell people how lucky I am, nor can they ever imagine. I complain and bitch about stupid crap that I WANT , but when it comes down to it, I couldn’t ask for more. I have everything I NEED already. Just need a little more stability, but I can’t complain…. I really love my life. I love my friends, even the ones I barely talk to anymore; they were always there when I needed them. I love my family, because no one else can duplicate us, our inside jokes, and our stupidity.

I can finally say this, but I love me. I think I’ve grown a lot as a person and I’ve finally accepted myself. I don’t need to put up a front to please anyone, and it took a while to learn that. People can accept me for me or get lost, cuz I’m not dealing with them. I think I open myself up to be a pretty personable person, one just has to meet me halfway. I’ve learned to be myself and not care what people think. Thanks to my friends and family that have molded me into this person.. I’ve finally accepted ME. <3

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! May 2012 bring on a better year! ;) <3